Thursday, April 15, 2010

Sick!!!!

It have been 4 days now that i'm sick!!! Bad cough, running nose, slight fever, body ache.. When will i recover man!! Hahahahahahahahaha........ lols! I went to the polyclinic on wednesday and obviously, i get medicines which i HATE to eat them!! It just make me wanna vomit when smelling it and it taste horrible! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww!! But with no other choice i have to eat it to recover fast. hahaha.. But till now i'm not fully recover. I must have missed A LOT of lessons and new things that my classmate had learnt this past 3days including today (Friday).... Now feeling a litle dizzy.. But u guys/gals know what.. Even so i am sick, i still want go out with my family.. Hahahahaha.... When going out that time my sickness gone until when i come back home, my sickness will come back... Hahahaha... I think i have to go now..have to eat medicine AGAIN!! byessssssssssss (:

Bad Life!!!

Have u guys/gals ever ask urself why it happen in ur life??? Well, 4 me, YES!! I keep asking myself why must i'm the one going thru all this.. I nvr ask 4 it. I don't even want it to ever happen in my life! I want to be happy and keep smiling always. In my life, there's too many unwanted and unhappy moments that i'm sure nobody wants it to happen in their life... Sometimes i feel of jumping down the building but i know that it's a wrong way to solve problems.. I know that there are people around me that still want me to live and needs me in their life...that's whats make me think twice before doing stupid things!! My grades are going down the drain and i'm seriously worried about it. I can't focus studying in class bcoz i kept thinking about my problems no matter it's about my family, my friends or even myself... What i want is that my life to get better!!! And people around me to be happy!! I want all the unwanted and unhappy things to STOP right now!!!! And i don't know when will that moment happen..... *Even someone that smiles, does'nt mean that they are totally happy BUT they are also having problems just that they don't want people around them to know......*